I'm at a loss. The summer is here. Freedom. Elation. A chance to thrive.
But if I don't start well...well, I won't go anywhere.
I wish I could input some Biblical passage into this post to be inspiring. I wish I could show you that I have been to the depths of the Word, and that I have consumed every line, every page.
But I haven't.
God has revealed himself to me through the people in my life... but I want to be consumed, burning with desire to always be in scripture. Seeking solitude to practice prayer.
I think in order to do so I will have to return to methods of traditional Christianity. Some forms of routine. Some forms of ritual. I have molded into modernist views of Christianity, which isn't necessarily bad. But I need Him. And the ways I've been trying to reach Him are futile.
Transform me this summer, Lord God. I must have it.
Oh my. Absolutely breathtaking. This is exactly where I'm at right now. And perhaps you've moved beyond this point since authoring this post...but I haven't yet. I hope to get out of the summer slump soon. Let me know how your search is going, dear. Love to you, my fellow embroidery enthusiast.
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